Xingjian, Gao; Mabel Lee (tr.);
Buying a Fishing Rod for My Grandfather: Stories
HarperCollins 2004, 144 pages
ISBN 0060575557
topics: | fiction | china | nobel-2000
the title story evokes the nostalgia of childhood, and the melancholy of seeing the geography of memory destroyed by forces of change. the story opens with the narrator finding an "imported" fishing rod, with reel and a telescoping rod - one that his grandfather would enjoy immensely. he knows that the river has dried up and the lake has been filled in, yet he buys the rod for his grandfather. however, in the new landscape that has taken over his childhood village, he can no longer find the childhood home where he grew up with his grandfather...
[as he is walking home with the fishing rod, he realizes that he has become a spectacle.] Shy since childhood, I am uncomfortable in new clothes, and being dressed up is like standing in a display window; but it's worse carrying this long, swaying, shiny fishing rod. If I walk fast the rod sways more, so I go slow, parading down the street with the rod on my shouolder, feeling as if I've split my trousers or I can't zip up my fly. p. 68 The village has changed so much you can't recognize it. The dirt roads are now asphalt, and there are pre-fab buildings, all new and exactly the same. On the streets, women of all ages are wearing bras, and they wear flimsy shirts to show them off, just as each rooftop must have an aerial to show there is a television in the house. A house without an aerial stands out and is regarded as defective. 70 The gate screen had a spotted deer carved in it Whenever we went in or out we always touched the antlers, so they became very shiny. 72 [he is searching for his childhood home of his grandfather but all the landmarks are gone - the old stone bridge is gone, the temple has burned down, and no one knows the street name on his address.] I ask everywhere and search street after street and lane after lane. I feel as if I'm rummaging through my pockets; I've taken out everything, but still can't find what i want. In despair I drag along my weary legs, uncertain whether they still belong to me. 73 [he has written a poem] in which I've strapped rattling hunting knives all over myself. I am a tail-less dragonfly flitting over the plain, but the critic has barbed throns growing in his eyes and a wide chin. I want to write a novel so profound it would suffocate a fly. 76 [SPOILER: at the end, the story merges the broadcast of an argentina-west germany world cup soccer final with a dream of failed wolf hunting...] I should get up to see if that ten-piece fiberglass fishing rod that i bought for my grandfather who died long ago, is still on top of the toilet tank. 88